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Tuesday, September 28th, 2004
5:57 pm	I dont like livejournal or blogs anymore therefore this is the end. (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, September 25th, 2004
5:48 pm	Women and first children take the money and run is has the everyonegot fear rea l ly this happening I'll drown in my beliefs (Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 15th, 2004
11:34 pm	school.work.home.got kidnapped.party.awesome loud music and a convertable.andrew kissed me.my life will never be the same.talked with meghan under starry night sky.my life will never be the same.home.tonight was a milkshake, and yes mine is better than yours.i love you meghan. Current Mood: cheerful (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 14th, 2004
8:16 pm	Alright. I am furious. How the hell are we supposed to succeed like everyone tells us we have to, and get into a good college and everything if our teachers are complete bastards and will only give us C's on work that we did well, much better than a C. And this is the case with a lot of my teachers. Like we put so much effort and time into stuff and they're just like......hmm I'm gonna give you a C. What the hell man. I am absolutely fed up with this crap. They arent giving us the grades we deserve, but at the same time they're like you have to do this and this to succeed and get these grades............wtf. We are doing exactly what is asked/more and they give some bullshit excuse to give us terrible grades, while some girl gets a 92 because shes got a pretty face and a female body. What the hell. They are holding us back in a way thats absolutely ridiculous. Its like they're meaning to bring us all down. I cant stand school and we havent even been in it for a month yet. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
5:33 pm	PAUL BARKER = MY HERO (Comment on this)
Thursday, September 9th, 2004
9:45 pm	Mr. Aeral: Old Tom. Old Tom: Aye, aye. Mr. Aeral: Real Old Tom. Real Old Tom: Aye. Mr. Aeral: Dead Tom. Dead Tom: Aye, aye. PWNAGE of the face points to anyone who can tell me where thats from. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 7th, 2004
11:07 pm	The heat feels heavy on the road that we drive Humidity and gravity seem to be sucking this out of me Well suck this Can my head explode now? Sick of sayin fuck this Can I just explode now? Too tired to to to think If I had the time maybe I'd think about getting some sleep Otherwise, otherwise I'd rather not worry about it Run myself down The worms can eat me alive Dirt is warm at the end of a day like this Bury me by your side We are the crash landing we never thought would come This isn't over yet I still don't understand all that you've said Please just let me feel anything but everything that I'm feeling now.  What does this all mean.  Steal everything, take this all to be your own. This is the end of the world and the citizens are hostages in their own homes. How does it feel to have the blood, your friends, your family disappear and know you will never have that again. ever. this is something that is now just a memory. there is nothing you can do. this is the way it is.  this is the way it will be, it will stay. this is your life. This is beyond me. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, September 5th, 2004
4:44 pm	Could last night have been any more extra lunch tray? HELL NAH BITCH. Was my night 1000 times betterxcore than yours? YES SIR. Current Mood: enthralled (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, September 2nd, 2004
8:18 pm	Did you know that if you look at someone in the eyes for ten seconds....by the end of ten seconds you either want to kill them or have sex with them. one or the other. guy or girl. its a fact of life. (Comment on this)
Sunday, August 29th, 2004
10:23 pm	not at all Idea of Adele leaving = slit my throat and hang me out to dry. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 24th, 2004
9:37 pm	"You know that point in your life when you realize the house you grew up in isn't really your home anymore? That idea of home is gone. Maybe that's all family really is. A group of people who miss the same imaginary place." (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, August 23rd, 2004
5:51 pm	So today i woke up this morning, and i just had the biggest urge to scream CRACKHEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ....but everyone was asleep. so i didnt.but i dunno i wanted to so bad or even what made me think that.....it was weird it was like the thought and plan was already in my head.....like someone planted it in my brain when i was asleep. man it was awesome tho. .....(mid convo)....adeLaIdemARymary: does it move you so much that you wanna run around screaming 'crackhead!!!!!!!!!!!'....? Punkadelic01: not entirely lol adeLaIdemARymary: that made my day. adeLaIdemARymary: i wonder why you wanted to do that.... maybe you dreamt abotu crackheads. Punkadelic01: yeah maybe Punkadelic01: but i really wanted to and i have no clue why Punkadelic01: i wish i could have too Punkadelic01: but everyone was alseep lol adeLaIdemARymary: why coudnt you? adeLaIdemARymary: you shouldve anyway Punkadelic01: i knowhahahaha Punkadelic01: and everyone would've flipped their shit adeLaIdemARymary: you shouldve run around your neighborhood Punkadelic01: and been what the hell is going on Punkadelic01: hahahah adeLaIdemARymary: or broken into someones house and done it' Punkadelic01: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA Punkadelic01: that would've been the ultimate extra lunch tray way to do it Punkadelic01: they would totally think its some like homeless crazy person braking in hahahaha Punkadelic01: oh man adeLaIdemARymary: but been completely silent, and then screamed it while jumpin on the persons bed, and then running Punkadelic01: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA adeLaIdemARymary: and then kidnapped their child asleep in their bed Punkadelic01: hahahahah Punkadelic01: and screamed crackhead in their ear Punkadelic01: over and over adeLaIdemARymary: yeah haha hahahaha Punkadelic01: and then steal their car Punkadelic01: and go to some creepy warehouse Punkadelic01: with a phone Punkadelic01: so then i could call their house Punkadelic01: and they would pick up and i would be like CRACKHEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! adeLaIdemARymary: hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha Punkadelic01: that would totally freak the fucking shit out of me if someone did that to me adeLaIdemARymary: i would prolly kill myself Punkadelic01: i woulnd ever sleep again adeLaIdemARymary: i would start doing crack Punkadelic01: hahahah adeLaIdemARymary: or what if you broke into their house at night, and then slept in their bed with them, and in the morning when they found you go crazy and yell crackheasd adeLaIdemARymary: thats what i would do Punkadelic01: hahahahahaha Punkadelic01: if i slept with them and they didnt know it, in the morning they would just like turn over and they'd be kinda half asleep ya know....and i would just like ever so creepily whisper in their ear.........crackhead.... adeLaIdemARymary: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA Punkadelic01: i mean that would be messed up because they wouldnt know my voice and shit Punkadelic01: that would be freaky as hell Punkadelic01: lol Punkadelic01: thats so disturbing haha adeLaIdemARymary: haha but awesome adeLaIdemARymary: "extra lunch tray" (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, August 22nd, 2004
10:07 pm	I want to see Kashmir Funk. I would kill to see Kashmir Funk. And go to Nara Park. And just hang out. It makes me incredibly sad that I cant. I want to take a plane and just spend one night there.....because I know it would be worth it. I miss everyone in Acton so much.....and Boxborough lol. Current Mood: sad (3 Comments |Comment on this)
9:57 pm	I really want to see Kashmir Funk. I would kill to see Kashmir Funk. And go to Nara Park. And hang out. it makes me so incredibly extremely sad that I can't. I miss everyone in Acton.....and Boxborough lol. Current Mood: sad (Comment on this)
Saturday, August 21st, 2004
1:19 am	Shes Got Her Hair Pulled Back....Shes Such A Beautiful Girl This entry deserves a whole separate livejournal. I am dating Meghan. Shes beautiful, inside and out. This makes me the happiest kid ever...She makes me the happiest kid ever. I'm very glad to know her and to be with her. I'm sorry I would write more but I am honestly extremely tired. Goin to bed and getting up for school still isnt working yet lol. Current Mood: loved (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 17th, 2004
12:33 am	Tonight was great. Today was great. A good way to spend my last actual summer non-school day/night. Legends of The Fall is a pretty good movie lol. Band practice = .......well whats there left to say....band practice = one of the greatest adventures ever. Yes...adventures. Meghan = fabulous. Meghan = life as Adele would say. lol. Adele, you and I still need to hang out. Before schools starts! within the precious last hours we have lol. But yes...it will be hard to see Meghan once school starts. Lame. Don't worry dear...I'll be here whenever you need. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, August 15th, 2004
2:21 pm	Sybil is the most messed up movie on the planet. Honestly. I am permanently disturbed. Forever. (Comment on this)
12:29 am	Punkadelic01: goodnite gorgeous whenitallburns: haha whenitallburns: goodnight Punkadelic01: hahahah whenitallburns: beautiful Punkadelic01: hahahah whenitallburns: <3 Punkadelic01: ,,3 Punkadelic01: fuck whenitallburns: haha whenitallburns: YOU FAIL Punkadelic01: <3 Punkadelic01: ? Punkadelic01: mine sucks Punkadelic01: i hate you all whenitallburns: haha whenitallburns: you fail whenitallburns: goodnight (Comment on this)
Friday, August 13th, 2004
10:36 pm	Rachel told me this thing that she read or heard or something: "if you can't live without me then why aren't you dead yet?" thats insane (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, August 12th, 2004
4:26 pm	This Morning: whenitallburns (12:18:33 PM): I DID AN AWESOME RAIN DANCE! Punkadelic01 (12:18:38 PM): oh sweet Auto response from whenitallburns (12:18:38 PM): making some french fries whenitallburns (12:54:53 PM): DUDE THE RAIN DANCE ACTUALLY WORKED! Auto response from Punkadelic01 (12:54:53 PM): food Punkadelic01 (12:55:42 PM): i know its crazy Auto response from whenitallburns (12:55:42 PM): sometimes i want to see this town burn to the ground Punkadelic01 (12:55:53 PM): but why did you want it to rain? Punkadelic01 (12:55:59 PM): i didnt want it to rain lol whenitallburns (1:17:33 PM): haha Later Today: whenitallburns (4:09:37 PM): DUDE whenitallburns (4:09:41 PM): IT"S RAINING SO HARD whenitallburns (4:09:43 PM): AND I MADE IT Punkadelic01 (4:10:57 PM): I HATE YOU whenitallburns (4:11:02 PM): hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha whenitallburns (4:11:06 PM): sorry (1 Comment |Comment on this)